good days
Well I’m just having a ball. Slightly tired, and I don’t want to have to do any work right now even though I have to, but I’m having a great time. Killian is just a pure joy. It is just undescribable. Jen and I were talking the other morning in the hospital, remarking how we both realize ‘it’ hadn’t quite hit us yet. We figured that would come when we get back home and start to integrate Killy into our life. It’s been so easy to do!
My parents were asking me the other day if I had actually held a baby before. I told them technically yes — friends and cousins babies — but never for a very long time. I was always extremely nervous and didn’t ever hold the baby for more than a few minutes. I never had that hesitation with Killy. It’s just like there was a voice that told me, “It’s ok now” and that was that.
It’s been kind of the same way having Killy in our life. There was just a black and white realization that everything was wonderful, and it was! There is just so much excitement in the air!
And those little baby noises are so cute … the little sighs and gurgles….